It's been a busy month here, so writing time has been spent on other projects, but as I've just come back in from Mum and Dad's house, I've been gazing at the stars, and I thought I'd share this with you all, that I wrote for Camp last month. For context, it was written to share after an evening star gazing, which of course the clouds hid, but I wanted to create a myth that my distant ancestors sat atop a hill one starry night many millennia ago may have told each other about the constellation Cassiopeia, long before they'd heard of a Greek myth. You can Find the constellation in the East of the summer sky here in the Northern hemisphere, and it looks like giant W.
I hope you enjoy it...
Constellation of Cassiopeia, courtesy of https://star-name-registry.com
The River Of Stars
Let your minds take you to another campfire, not far from
here, a little higher up on the ridge to the North, there too, the fire is
roaring, and the tribe has gathered, much like it has here. There too, there is
companionship, warmth and safety, so let yourself be transported back to
another place in time, several millennia since.
Stelli feels the chill of the night tingling on her nose and
cheeks, and she pulls her furs more tightly around her, the bone toggle has
fallen off, but she has yet to tell her mother who is quietly feeding her
youngest sister under her own furs. She inches a little closer to the fire.
The great sun set low in the sky earlier tonight and
tomorrow he will rise a little later, for the cold months draw near, and the
winter approaches. She snuggles into her Grandmother Edda, who despite her tiny
birdlike frame, radiates a warmth that Stelli has been drawn to, for all of her
11 summers. The old woman smiles and manoeuvres her into her great fur cloak
whilst still managing to work on the carving she has carefully been etching on
a long animal tooth with a small flint. Her old, gnarled fingers slower now
than they used to be, but still working in precise, hypnotic movement scoring
lines and patterns.
Round the fire the menfolk of the tribe, her father, her
uncles, brothers and cousins are laughing and congratulating themselves on the
end of another season of hunting in the furthest reaches of the land. They have
long since been settled here on the high ridge that they call home, but the
nomadic spirit from over a lifetime ago still pulses through their veins and
each summer, the call of adventure sends them to follow the herds who still
take their seasonal migrations to the faraway lands towards the other sea.
The night is crisp and clear, and the skies are full of
stars that shine brightly and Stelli traces patterns with her fingers, Edda
smiles as she watches her.
“You can see the shapes and places of the stars child?” she
asks quietly.
Proudly Stelli answers her, “Yes, I can. I can see the great
bear that Uncle Ruud showed me”
On hearing his name Ruud joins the conversation, and
everyone listens, as they always do, for he is their greatest hunter and
warrior.
“The great bear” he roars and winks at Stelli, “Artur, we
call him. My ancestral fathers hunted that bear and put him in the sky to
remind us of our old ways!” and the men
folk roar in appreciation at the sharing of the ancient memories of their
tribe.
Stelli points out a jagged line of stars that traverse the
night sky “and what of those ones?” she asks her Grandmother, who knows all
that there is to know.
Her Uncle’s son Haan answers first “That’s the great adder,
my Grandfather told me about him when I was a boy, a giant silent serpent that
slithers down from the heavens when the winter nights come, his eyes are like
flames and that is the last thing you see before his fangs dig into your flesh
with their deadly poison!”
Some of the younger children look scared and draw closer to
their mothers, and Stelli can see that her little brother Torba’s lip is
trembling.
Ruud laughs and ruffles Haan’s hair, “No son, that is the
where the heavens open when the Gods are angry, like a great split in the sky,
when the sky rumbles and the heavens are filled with flashes of fire. It
reminds us to serve our Gods well”
This isn’t helping Torba much and his lip continues to
quiver.
Ruud however is kinder than his son, and seeing Torba’s face
and those of the smaller members of the tribe who look worried, he continues:
“But, we serve our Gods well and we bring them offerings,
and they are not angry with us! Look at all of these hides and furs, and the
winter supplies of meat that we have gathered! We still hunt the Elk, the Deer
and the wild boar and we feel their hearts beating and their blood pulsing in
time with our own throughout the wild hunt. We still make offerings for their
sacrifice to honour the Gods, and they are not angry” and even Torba smiles a
little.
“These stars in the sky, are pathways to home” he carries on
“They were placed there by the Gods for our ancestors, back in the old days
when our fathers walked from land to land, long, long ago, before the sea rose
and drowned the pathways of Doggerland and the land split into two. These stars
guided them home, from the Land where the sun sets, to where it rises, so that
we could journey back to each other, and we use them still” There is much nodding and agreement amongst
the tribesmen.
“What do you see Stelli?” Asks her Grandmother, Her voice is quiet but her presence as Elder
and Keeper of the Stones means that she too is listened to and revered. The
whole tribe wait for Stelli to reply.
“Well, erm ” Stelli’s cheeks flame as she mutters, but she
ignores the faces that Haan is pulling
and she continues “I see, well, I
see a meandering river, like the one that weaves through the valley, down
there” as she points to the darkness at the bottom of the hill towards where
the muddy brown river flows “but it is reflected in the skies and marked out
by stars”
Edda’s face breaks into a wide smile
“You are right, my granddaughter, you are right”
Edda looks around the tribe, and gently unwrapping Stelli
from her cloak, she stands up as tall as she can be for such a small woman and
looks up into the night sky.
“That is indeed the river of stars, t rises with the sun and
it weaves its way through the valleys of the heavens, all the way over to where
the sun sets in the faraway places of the land.
And do you know why it is there?”
Some of the older members of the tribe nod, but the younger
ones, shake their heads open mouthed.
“It is the river of stars and the river of life” she continues “when we
walked the land when I was a girl, even younger than Stelli is now, it showed
us the way back to our ancestors, and as Ruud says, it kept us safe on our
journey home, and yes there were snakes Haan and your grandfather wrestled them
and he fought off bears, to keep us all
safe” Haan smiles, relieved that he doesn’t look so stupid after all.
“But it is also the river of our ancestors, so that wherever
we journeyed we could find our way back to them, and wherever we buried them,
they could always find their way home to us, back to the rites that we speak
and sing, when we honour them, and our dances
that lead them upwards to the stars, where we all go when we pass
through the veil, and their spirits journey ahead through the star river to the
great unknown.”
Stelli feels the hairs on the back of her neck prickling as
Edda speaks and as she rejoins her granddaughter and wraps her back up in her
furs, she whispers just to her:
“It is no wonder that
you know these things my child, you were birthed on a starry night like this, I
helped you from your Mother’s body, and it was I, that named you Stelli, in
honour of the stars that shone so brightly above us, then, and now”
Stelli smiles with pride and Edda hands her the tooth she
has been carving all afternoon and night saying “here child you need a new
toggle for your furs”
And when Stelli looks at the carving, in the flickering
light of the fire, she can see as well as feel, the curved groove of the
celestial river marked along the whole length of the tooth, as well as a handful of stars marking
out its journey through the night sky,
and she knows in that instant that her Grandmother is full of the magic and
wisdom of the heavens, and she, Stelli has inherited this deep star magic too.
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